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The sun looks huge as it’s setting. It’s like one of those moons that looks really big but I’ve never seen the sun look big as it was going down. And it looks sharply round like a fullness. The chemtrails are gorgeous striping the sky with edges of combed clouds thinned by the cold air.

This moment is erotic, $4,000 just deposited giving me security for a bit to take pressure off of my moment to moment to allow the writing and the websiting and the volunteering to unfold without quite the pressure. It’s like the fire horse is really starting to gallop into this full setting Sun I’m gaining momentum downhill from Cleveland out of the cold rolling in this orb of consciousness, this expense that I felt at fish shows circling the consciousness through me through poor ancient tripping from a dead show knowing something is happening on this land that I live.

Fascinated by the geography and the geology and the Paleo history of the indigenous tribes who have lived here, a brand new rest stop art and history in a celebration of place right by one of my fundamental psychic experience is on LSD after a dead show, the same place that came to me after official or at official, now coming downhill and pulling over by chance to dawdle take my time and absorb where I was.

Allurement was happening with a rest stop. I felt an incredible sense of peace in that place. Mary a trash can to throw out my happily finger licking Good Reese’s cup diet Dr pepper delightfully chugged there’s no adverse consequences, just the treat I needed, five bucks of 4,000 putting a delicious cap on the day in a place where Native Americans knew that energy swirl and brought things together.

So much of my life in Cincinnati, this place, this little shift from Michigan and from Cleveland going from that blowing awful snow where I could withdraw my cash from my grandmother’s indigenous coins, an immigrants brought North see the life in this fertile basin just far enough South so that there was no blowing snow, no mist and fog and cloud and snow on the ground chill my day. Imbued with cash on this energetically fertile spot beautifully and peace all day in my non dual consciousness knowing that actually literally feeling today that reality is moving through me, events and things that are appearing or rotating or instantly flashing and then disappearing, a chaotic swirl in my vortex in this geography’s vortex creating something in this space of mine on this land I lived where I can’t imagine ever not living again.

All day I was thinking about how glad I am I don’t live just 3 hours further north, even 2 hours in the breaded flatlands of Columbus. And the warm sun was waiting for me once I turned around and I put on auto cosmology right after that stop. Literally in the parking lot of the rest area where I was fascinating by the maps and paleo history and earthworks and how much there was brimming with ancient talk about cosmology I was mostly smitten of course by serpent’s mile which I know about but the Hopewell amount the Hopewell mound that was very specifically arranged for cosmology, the powers of the universe that were dialing into this spot somehow stronger than all but a few other places on earth, centers of them planetary allurements that Drew so many tribes and now me, so interested in indigenous practices and how they kept people together and wanting people to listen to source, and the natives knew it was listening to the Stars, listening to the cosmology the cosmos everything exploding from The Big bang and pointing aligning with that.

This allurement today on a day of abundance in wealth and having just had this incredible week with Hamilton County in Winton Woods both going well and my website taking shape and my political writing moving forward with a little bit of nervousness that I just need to let go if I align myself with the Stars like the indigenous like all living living like all energy has always done

I’ve been a little skeptical that cosmogenesis was the thing for me, the thing for the planet, the thing around which modern society could rally knowing it was the substrate as Chuck said. Chuck saying it however was different than me experiencing the allurement the erotic energy the life-giving fueling peace loving man this this the magic of being in that space with a Reese’s peanut butter cup in a diet Dr pepper and now reflecting on that if I hadn’t reflected on that through Auto cosmology or cosmogenesis in the auto cosmology course this practice of retelling My own story from the mountaintop of cosmological data and the awareness of cosmogenesis lets me see that rest stop, a common piss, as a threshold moment of sentration of allurement of cosmological power flowing through me saying yes, cosmogenesis is what you’ve been looking for, it is the thing around which you should be centrating.

And it’s not just conceptual it’s the it’s experiential arising from the practice of this course which is using the knowledge the new knowledge to reflect on past things and current things and future things I’m sure but I had an experience a new experience which is no different than well it’s a new experience it’s new reality from a past event because I looked at it from a different level of awareness.

So now I know. I’ve got to keep following cosmogenesis. And yes there are a million other practices that are the same as other things like the law of attraction, or just the use of writing internals to reflect, or or there’s so many things but it’s the filter of the Rock solid scientific realities that we are star evolution happening in every moment as our eyes show because they’re aligned with galaxies in brain scans and the cosmic background radiation. This is the scientific factual substrate that gives a very powerful lens through which I can apply all of those other tools and the other overlapping ideologies or methodologies or whatever overlaps between cosmogenesis in this course in this practice and all the other practices in the world, the substrate is still the fundamental difference like Chuck said because it’s scientific

Spirit and source, all the mysteries that Thomas Berry said we need to build pathologies for the bridge that gap between what we know and what we can’t know, we have to base it on what we know about the cosmos at the macro in the quantum physics at the micro. We have to build on those things with both our other practices and principles and ideologies.

Just as a side note, I wonder if we’re going to cover quantum physics because I’m sure that’s another part of the substrate that of course is part of how the cosmos is expanding I’m just wondering if we’re going to cover that in this course because it’s all part of the cosmic lens of understanding, the mountain of the scientific data, that will give us in this case the nothingness few new view of our story versus the macro universal view of our story. So I wonder how the quantum you will give different interpretations and different experiences of our story, though I know they’re all in a woven quantum and Cosmic

So I don’t need intellectual proof, or scientific proof, or validation from chuck. I’ve had a personal experience of cosmogenesis through the auto cosmology course, and it confirmed that indeed this is my path.